Long time no see

Salam Semua,

Mcm biasa gugel

Kabare? Hopefully everyone is at their best. Lama ek aku tak tulis tulis kat sini... Bajet busy.. (^_^)v  Hmmm... Diam sejenak........ Eh, macam tak tau nak cakap apa. 

Aku da jarang jarang bukak blog, bila terbukak gembira lah tengok kawan kawan yang lain masih menulis. Ada la hiburan untuk aku, ye tak? Teruskan oke kawan kawan!

Emmmm... Lagi.... Aku da kerja tetap sekarang, Alhamdulillah. Tapi dalam hati masih mencari dan merangka hidup. Aku nak 'life' yang dalam erti kata sebenar. Macam mane ye tu? Aku masih di peringkat mendefinisikan cara hidup impian aku. 

Kerja.. Kadang rasa macam terkena tamparan hidup bila da bekerja. Life is not as easy as I thought. Kerja made me think, is this how i'm gonna lead my life till I die? Am I going to do this thing for the rest of my life?  'DEFINITELY NOT!'. 

Kadang (sebenarnya selalu) aku complaint jugak. Tak suka la kerja ni. Nak kerja lain. Orang lain dah duk pelik, kalau tak suka kenapa masa belajar dulu amik course ni? Kalau korang, apa korang akan jawab? Aku pun tak tau nak jawab apa. Sebab, nampak sangat dulu aku tak serius dalam hidup. Acuh tak acuh. Ignorant. Maybe Allah temukan aku dengan kerja sebegini untuk sedarkan aku yang life is more than what I've been leading all this while. Untuk sedarkan aku, dulu, I was not as dull as I am now. Teehee~

Sementara ada kesempatan ni (umur masih 20-an walaupun jiwa always 17), aku tak nak sia sia kan hidup. Jadi aku nak ajak kawan kawan semua sentiasa review your life. Apa yang kita nak sebenarnya & adakah keadaan kita sekarang boleh membawa kita kepada tujuan hidup kita?  

Fikir fikir kan dan selamat beramal! 

buat pengubat rindu korang. ehe

notabuku : Rasanya header blog dah boleh tukar dah.. Tapi tengok la tahun depan ke kan..

Sok Sek Sok Sek

Salam Semua.

Haiiiii korang..... Lama tidak ketemu! Nak update blog ni memang la memerlukan semangat dan daya juang yang tinggi. Hopefully kawan kawan semua dalam keadaan yang terbaik. There so many things that I'm grateful for, one of it is my friends. Sebelum ni aku pernah mention, bila aku tengok perubahan kawan kawan aku pun semangat nak berubah, walaupun sedikit, walaupun ada turun naik. And Alhamdulillah, dengan ada kawan kawan, kita sentiasa diingatkan perkara yang baik dan yang tidak, yang betul dan yang salah. Alhamdulillah aku dikurniakan sahabat yang sebegini. InsyaAllah, doa aku untuk kalian tidak akan pernah putus. Hopefully the same goes with you guys, tolong jangan berhenti mendoakanku!

Nak cakap, ramai orang yang tak berkesempatan atau bernasib baik memiliki kawan kawan yang boleh membimbing or at least membantu kita. I pray that semua orang akan ada at least sorang sahabat yang korang rasa hubungan 'ukhwah fillah', rasa 'brotherhood' & 'sisterhood'. Kalau kamceng macam isi & kuku, isi manggis & kulit (sebab kadang2 susah nak pulas manggis tu) tapi kalau tak membawa kebaikan tak ke mana jugak. Rugi. What I meant to say, if you guys don't have friends that can help each other, pray strongly to Allah that he will  'gift' you with one. And you all pun kena la usaha untuk dapat kawan yang baik. Bukan usaha untuk cari jodoh yang baik je.

Aku ni jenis yang sangat rapat dengan kawan berbanding family. Aku susah nak open up dengan orang, dengan family pun susah. Aku rasa bila nak share dengan family especially the elderly, they tend to decide or bagi opinion yang aku susah sangat nak terima and bila they give you advice they expect you to follow it. People might say they know best but right now, I don't think I can accept it. Jadi, aku lebih selesa dengan kawan kawan. Even if friends judged you,you can just shrug it off. But when your family judge you, sedihnya rasa. Rasa worthless, not meeting up to the expectation & etc. Aku bukan nak list kan perbezaan antara kawan & keluarga. Just merely venting my heart out I guessed.  Maybe ada orang tak setuju dengan aku or maybe ramai yang akan setuju. haha Nampak tak ayat tu biased? Muahahaha

Dengan ini, aku nak ucapkan terima kasih kepada korang yang sentiasa bersama aku susah senang. Yang tak pernah lupakan aku (kadang kadang terlupa tu biasala kannn), yang tak jemu tunggu aku update blog untuk tau perkembangan diri dan macam macam lagi la situasi. Sebenarnya aku nak cerita benda lain, tapi benda lain yang keluar. Hehe You all jangan boring dengan I tau tauuu!!

Dah lama tak update novel review kan? Aku tak stop baca novel, aku hidup dengan novel. InsyaAllah ada mood nanti aku tulis lagi. Whatever it is, kita kena sentiasa membaca bukan untuk tambah ilmu sahaja tapi untuk rehatkan minda juga. Kita kena ada diversion from our everyday's life. Reading helps me a lot :). Bergantung la minat masing masing kan?

Okay la cukup sampai di sini saja pertemuan kali ini, esok esok jumpa lagi! Muah Muah! Aku da pandai diva diva ni. Ahaks~  Jaga diri ye korang!

notabuku: Aku takde facebook friends. (>_____<)

The Right Way

Salam Semua.

Watched Dr.Oz today. 4 Steps To Poke Out Your Pimple. Remember, HARAM squeeze pimple! 

1. Dab your pimple area with alcohol based solutions to make it numb. ie: toner, make up cleanser

2. Sterilize your weapon, ehem, a pin, with alcohol or you can runway it back and forth to direct fire. Seems harsh is it?  Not fire, em light fire maybe? Urgh, got what I mean? Good. Make sure the pin is not rusty and sharp enough to penetrate the skin. Let's not put yourself in trouble anymore, eh?

3. Poke your pimple with the pin, not at the center, mind you. Cause it will damage the skin under that pimple. Rather gently, pick a little bit of your skin that covers the pimple and make a hole. ie: As if you're trying to get a splinter out of your finger.

4. Your pimple will come out through that hole accordingly. Unlike if you SQUEEZE it will SPLURGED.  Messy stuff. Clean it with clean tissues or cotton pad. I can't remember what's the finishing but I think it's dab with more alcohol? Or maybe you can just wash your face.

Only to be practice if your pimple is ready to see the world. If it's under the skin, please, put your devices away. And, not only adolescents have problems with pimples, adults also can revive the experience. Which I'm experiencing right now. *sigh*

notabuku: I had no intentions to put pictures of pimples in my blog. Might scare you guys as well as me.

Di Mana Kita?

Salam Semua.

Entri ini terbahagi kepada dua bahagian. One's a bit serious and another one a bit personal. Nevertheless I hope to bring something that will open our eyes. 

I

Malam ni malam Israk Mikraj bersamaan 27 Rejab. Malam di mana Rasulullah s.a.w bersama - sama Jibril diangkat ke langit dengan menunggang buraq (Israk : fasa pertama) dan menaiki tangga (Mikraj : fasa kedua) sambil disaksikan pelbagai kejadian yang menarik dan simbolik bagi umatnya. Baca dengan lebih lanjut tentang peristiwa yang menarik serta sofistikated dan futuristik ini di sini dan di sini. 

Kenapa dia sofistikated? Sebab teknologi Allah mencipta haiwan tunggangan Rasulullah; buraq, that can travel a thousand kilometres within a night. Then, how Rasulullah was transported to the seven heavens body and soul still intact. Di langit ketujuh, Rasulullah bertanya kepada Jibril,

 " Wahai Jibril, apakah yang terdapat di atas sana? ". Jawab Jibril,
" Kita tidak boleh naik lebih atas dari ini kerana jika kita naik lebih dari ini, nescaya aku akan terbakar".

MasyaAllah, canggih bukan ciptaan Allah? Jibril sendiri pun tidak mampu untuk travel lebih tinggi daripada itu, tetapi Rasul kita, diciptakan Allah sebagai seorang yang sempurna. Berlemon-lemon lagi hebat dari Superheroes kt TV even without a cape and mask.

Perjalanan Israk Mikraj ini juga bersifat futuristik. Nabi Muhammad diperlihatkan kejadian kejadian yang melambangkan amalan dan balasan kepada umatnya. Contoh: Rasul melihat satu kaum begitu asyik mengutip hasil tanaman tanpa henti. Mereka ini golongan yang menggunakan hartanya ke jalan Allah. Allah gantikan usahanya berlipat kali ganda. banyak lagi kejadian yang mampu kita ambil iktibar. harap semua dapat ambil masa untuk membaca artikel tersebut, merenung bagi penghayatan dan muhasabah diri. 

II

Aku sangat sangat bersyukur dapat melihat perubahan di sekeliling, terutamanya sahabat sahabat seperjuangan. Melihat mereka berubah, aku cemburu, so aku pun cuba untuk berubah bersama mereka. Tapi aku amat kesal, ada yang masih kurang kesedaran atau sensitiviti terhadap produk produk keluaran Israel ataupun yang menyokong Israel. 

Kawan kawan, Rasulullah menunggang buraq dari Masjidil Haram, Mekah ke Baitulmaqdis, Palestin bukan untuk melihat dan membenarkan tanah Palestin dirampas Israel sewenang - wenangnya. Palestin itu bagi saya besar maknanya kepada umat Islam. Ia bumi para anbia, tanah tapak Masjidil Aqsa berdiri, tanah kelahiran saudara se-Islam kita. The least that we can do is to help them protect it. We can't go there to jihad with them but we can show our moral support by boycotting these cruel demons on earth.

But, my fellow friends.

 Who fund the Israeli to buy the military gadgets? YOU.

 Who fund them to expand their influence over the world? YOU. 

Who served you drinks and food? ISRAEL. 

Who prepared you clothes and apparel? ISRAEL.

Looks like Israel and you are very good friends indeed. You eat the same food (God help, it feels like eating the Palestinian flesh and blood!), enjoy the same things. Huh. So what if their foods are cheaper? Their goods more branded? I'm sure a plenty of Muslims and local products can satisfied your needs.  I pray to Allah to borrow me strength to keep boycotting the enemies of Islam and I pray to Allah to borrow that strength to my family and friends too.

Think guys, where do we stood? Are our changes enough? Don't think only about yourself, think of other Muslims too. Apa salahnya, kita berhijrah dari segi ibadat, cara hidup dan juga perbelanjaan seharian.

notabuku: Malaysia Boleh!

Put a smile on your face

Salam Semua.

Today, I  felt very frustrated with all the person around me. :(

Have a nice 1st Rejab uols.

IGNORANT

Salam Semua.

Hi, it's been a while huh? I don't even know where to start. Anggap la ni comeback entry. Jadi lau comeback entry harus la panjang. MUAHAHAHA (perlu ker?) Semalam something yang takkan ku lupakan sampai bila bila telah berlaku. Memang pengalaman lah. Takyah nak poyo sangat la, actually my car broke down kat tengah tengah jalan on my way to send Atun back to her home. Dah la tengah tengah jalan, tengah tengah hari dengan uniform nya lagi. Kereta penuh dengan barang sebab kena bawak balik barang barang tinggalan dari kem. And then tiba tiba kereta berasap asap and finale nye ade sedikit 'POMM!!'.

We were like, 'Eh, apasal ni?' 'Apakah, apakah?'. And lupa nak mention, masa tu kami kat traffic light. Dapat tak bayangkan situation dia? Kat PG tu kenderaan lak tak macam semua ade, tinggal heli and kapal terbang je tak lalu. Aku terus switch on 'hazard lamp', bukak bonet kereta tengok tengok kat dalam (eventhough taktau ape ape) nak tolak kereta ke tepi tak boleh maybe sebab it's auto. Then masing masing call talian hayat. My Bantuan answered right away and tanya apa problem then cakap kejap lagi sampai. 

Hello doc, I think my car just caught a fever

Tapi Masya-Allah Bantuan punya 'sekejap' tuh sempat la kitorang test market kat tepi jalan, buat promotion untuk reserve unit kitorang (new intake in May), tengok org smirk at us (sabar je la), mengimbau kenangan kawad time panas masa under training dulu and lastly to top it all kitorang SANGAT SANGAT SANGAT SANGAT SANGAT SANGAT HAMPIR DILENYEK TAYAR TRAILER YANG BANYAK DAN BESAR. Feeling dia macam naik Roller coaster, we were screaming at the top of our lungs. I was so so so shocked sampai tears welled out from my eyes. 

Masa tu Bantuan da sampai da. Dia nampak la the whole facade tapi bukan nak tanya kitorang ok ke tak. Ni marah pulakkkkkkkk cakap, 'Sape suruh tak duduk tepi jalan bawah pokok.' Yela, mana kitorang nak tau kena duduk tepi. Ingat kene guard kereta tu. Ahaks~ Sebenarnya kitorang diri luar kereta sebab ramai tak perasan hazard lamp tu sebab cuaca terik sangat. In order to bagi orang sedar yang kereta tu bukan saja saja buat hal tak nak jalan walaupun lampu hijau da namblas ribu kali tukar. Bantuan took a look at the car and it turned out my car was out of water temperature da over the top agaknya. Thank God dia da prepare mineral water bergelen gelen banyaknya.

And all of these happened because of me. My ignorance.Tak check water tank, ignoring the signs of overheating while driving, tak tengok pun temperature kat dashboard. Not even slight of it. Worse, tak tau pun ade kat situ. Huh. Teruk gila attitude. Tau drive je tapi pasal kereta, ZERO, nada. I really learnt my lesson and thankfully the situation doesn't get worse. Later on that day, I got a lecure on ALL 'BOUT CAR 101 by Bantuan. In order to help you guys out there especially ladies yang macam aku ni, I'll write another entry about that (entri ni da panjang sangat tak muat). Pinky promise. (^_^)

Gitulah ceritanya, haaaa dari taktau nak start kat mane habis satu test pad aku taip. Saje nak share supaya noobies cam aku tak repeat the same mistake. Precautions steps should be taken. Kan susah kalau da jadi macam ni and sangat sangat bahaya if you happen to be a woman stranded dekat isolated places lak tu. Nauzubillahi min zalik. Minta dijauhkan. Ameen.

Jangan lupa, tunaikan tanggungjawab anda! Daftarlah sebagai pengundi. hehe

First Attempt

Salam Semua....

This is the first baking for the year 2012. Also, a first attempt of making pavlova. I've never eaten any so I didn't even know how it should taste like but my crave for patisserie and dessert overcome it all.

While baking, I was having random thoughts and hey, my first attempt of baking pavlova is a step forward for me. I managed to do something that is very unfamiliar to me. Had I use the excuse of  'never taste it before'  I would still imagining how pavlova taste like. Instead, i made the opportunity to make one. Only to satisfy my curiosity and emm... To indulge my sweet tongue. (^_^)v

Though my pavlova might be  a little sweet and my whipped cream looked sloppy, at least, I learned and I tried. Anndd, my family loved it. Yay! Kalau  I tak bake, I would never know until now even a slight taste of it.

Same to be said, in our life, sometimes, we just need to block the second thoughts (or more) that's gonna hinder our move. Take your first step, and other steps that gonna follow through. Face and be responsible of the consequences, (cos it's your choice and your decision). There'll always be  What Ifs  in your life but I'm sure we can control it. = D 

notabuku: Happy New Year to all... May All Your Dreams and Wishes Come True! 

TQ tq TQ tq TQ

Salam Semua.

Right, cerita basi coming ahead. Yeah, like seriously, boleh tak tahun depan je ko update za? Duh. Sorry kalau ade orang expect me to update (and I fail to do so) and sorry (more to myself) kalau actually takde orang pun expect entri ni lahir.. Haha But, whatever.

this could have been impossible if it weren't for you guys

Alhamdulillah, the UTM 47th Convocation was a success. My Bachelor's Degree journey had ended officially. Thinking back about what we went through back then could've bring tears to my eyes. Bila jumpa kawan - kawan semua walaupun sekejap, rasa rindunya.... Dulu dok mengadap muka masing - masing kan. Sedihnya.

I'll like to say thank you, thank you, thank you and THANK YOU to those who had prayed for my success, guide me through the path, lend their ears and ideas, shared their loves and yeah the fund of course. All of these, were the things that brought me here. Hereby, I dedicate my degree yang tak seberapa ni to my PARENTS (especially them), rakan - rakan seperjuangan, rakan - rakan sepermainan, rakan - rakan tidur (sleeping partner), rakan - rakan sekolah dan tak lupa juga kepada lecturers terchenta.

 

  

Yelah, last but not least....

kamsahamnida~

Still lost on my next step. Tiap kali habis belajar nak kena figure out balik cita cita. Ape nak jadi? Apa nak jadi? Sampai sekarang tak _____________ (isi mengikut kesesuaian dan kehendak hati)




notabuku:  Dia Sang Pemimpi.  :D

Dire heart condition & QUARTET

Salam Semua.

There are too  much emotions and feelings involved this past few weeks. I found myself to be in a very unstable condition. Things that I didn't expect to happen and had  affect me miserably. Alhamdulillah, there are my friends that willingly to share my feelings and at that time I was like so blank I forgot that there must be 'hikmah' behind all these. Thanks again to my amigos who showed me the 'light'.

Still, I'm trying to forget what's need to be forgotten. As I poured my heart to a dear friend, she expressed her gratefulness for what had happened to her. Those 'bad' things made her heart stronger. I guess I'm not that strong enough and maybe I'm under training to strengthen my heart, insya-Allah. 

So, I indulge myself in a great novel, QUARTET written by Saidatul Saffaa. My review of her another novel, here. A journey of Rumaisa's transformation  from a 'biasa biasa girl' to an ideal muslimah. When reading this novel it sort of a pang in my heart and a bang in my head. Jadi malu sendiri.

To much anecdotes and quotes to post but I'll like to share this one with you guys.

Dan apabila hamba - hamba - Ku bertanya kepadamu mengenai Aku, maka (jawablah), bahawasanya Aku (Allah) sentiasa hampir (kepada mereka). Aku perkenankan permohonan orang yang berdoa apabila ia berdoa kepada - Ku, maka hendaklah mereka menyahut seruan - Ku (dengan mematuhi perintah - Ku), dan hendaklah mereka beriman kepada - Ku supaya mereka selalu berada dalam kebenaran.

(al - Baqarah : 186)

In a middle of misery, I found this book and somehow it soothe my heart. Alhamdulillah. I'll like to say that Saidatul Saffaa (SS) writing style changes a bit.  i think Quartet felt a bit more appealing and more sporty than SS previous stories. Maybe to reach out to the youngsters? If it is I'm praying hard for it and I also pray that this novel will be an inspiration for us to experience what Rumaisa's had faced. But Allah, can I pray that less heartache for me? (can this be called ungrateful and tak redha?)

Have you guys ever wondered why that when we were kids, even simple things can made us smile and laugh. Is it really hard to be an adult that we are very much difficult to please? Slightest mistakes or a small bumps in the road can upsets us very much. Why can't we enjoy the those 'simple' things anymore?

Last but not least, I'll like to wish:

1. Good luck and ganbatte to my sister in her UPSR battle. Fighting!

2. All the best to all my friends. Be it you are still in uni, working or at home.

3. Cheer up to myself. ^^

notabuku: Bestnyaaaaaaaa, jelesnyaaaaaa... Those who are still studying, carpe diem.

Happy Eid Everyone

Salam Semua...

 

Alhamdulillah, after a while of raya-ing, eating and resting I manage to drag myself to write an entry.  : D How's your Eid celebration? Hope this Eid brings a lot of beautiful memories to you guys. 

As for me, as much as I tried to enjoy myslef to the fullest, I found it's a bit difficult. It's like the Eid spirit slowly evaporate from me by the year. Or is it a normal thing as we grew up? Or is it because less 'duit raya' for me? Hee~ Kidding.

However, I'm really looking forward for our 'Raya Konvoi' next week. Sure it's gonna be a big hit and worth saving the date for. And what's upcoming this month that is worth to save the date for? My convocation! Wee~ (^_^) What to wear, what to wear? 

Last night was my first attempt to bake cheese tart and Alhamdulillah the result was fruitful. Tapi tak reti nak buat decoration.

Kiriman tart dan doa semoga perjalanan awak selamat.

Da cukup panjang tak entri ni? hehehe Somehow it's a bit trying for me to write lately. I don't know why. Oh, by the way, I think I need new novels! Desperately! Maybe that's why.

notabuku: Sorry for all my wrongdoings to you guys and may Allah bless.. (-_^)

Going To The Beach 101

Salam Semua.

The first day of fasting! Don't just sit back and relax, do something people! (^_^) Just wanna share something with you guys.

Tg. Balau, 31/7/11

When going to the beach, you do not:

1. Wear tudung

2. Wear white apparel

3. Wear something really tight

4. Wear shoes!

5. Wear jewellery

6. Litter

 Let us preserve the environment.

When going to the beach, you should:

1. Wear shawls or tudung indon. If not, your tudung will be crooked all the way due to the strong wind.

2. Wear something of darker shade. If you happened to be in charge of BBQ, and you're wearing white scarf or shirt what happens if the grits got on you? Or you don't want everybody else, and I mean EVERYBODY to see what you're wearing (or not) inside when you get wet? Better be safe!

3. Wear something airy. It is freakingly (excuse my language) hot at the beach. Let your body have some air to breathe the fresh sea breeze. Don't be selfish, will ya?

4. Wear flip- flops. You are a boring person if you wear shoes to the beach, unless you are in some kind of wedding shooting or a wedding itself. Things like that.

5. Minimize your bling-bling. It's kinda dangerous, don't you think? The possibilities that your jewelries might fall into the sea or being snatched is quite high actually.

6. Use the dustbins provided. Come on, the dustbins are EVERYWHERE! Use it! You don't wanna hurt people strolling by the sea as well as the environment.

Tips written solely by experience. This is the same place that I went with my friends a year before. Click here for more pictures.

notabuku: I hope this is useful to others... (^_-)

Safe Haven

Salam Semua.

Another novel from Nicholas Sparks. It was published quite a while ago but I only found it in the store recently. When it comes to Nicholas Sparks (NS) it always involved someone's spouse already passed away, a new couple met each other, they went through thick and thin together and live happily ever after or not. To me, the idea of NS is everyone has their own destiny in true love, everybody got a chance and how you appreciate them is more important.

Safe Haven is a story that kept you asking what really happened to Katie that made her start a new life in Southport, why she always looked behind her back and why she can't let her guard down especially if someone wants to get to know her better. And boy, turning over a new leaf wasn't as easy as it sounds. However, Katie had a privilege of having Jo the neighbor + her new best friend. With Jo she shares her stories, her past, her real self. Then comes her knight in shining armor, Alex and his kids. With them, she learn to trust again, to be herself again and she learn how to be happy. 

Soon, Alex and Jo learned about the mystery of Katie's past. She was a victim of domestic abuse. What's more frightening she had no one to turn to as her abuser is a police officer. A detective at heart but with an alcoholic problem, he tracked Katie down to Southport. Their encounter is quite messy and gruesome you might wanna read those yourselves.

Reading the novel made me realize that you can't hide forever, the fear will always be there and it takes lots of courage to get up and fight it. Katie regained her courage through her new friends and loves. It is a good thing I reckoned. Let us change our perspective on how we see the world, embrace the loves around us!

 

hi everyone~

It's been a while right? Things have been happening a lot for the past few weeks and for sure I'll treasure those moments and keep it secured tight in my heart. Other than that, I hope my friends are doing fine since we rarely contact each other due to my schedule. Back during my training, a lot of things came to my mind and those things made me felt less secured. However, I believe that we can be stronger with the presence of our loved ones. No need to say much, smiles and hugs will do!

What we went through

Salam semua.

A singer  may be graded through Mentor, a fashion designer through Project Runway, a chef through Hell's Kitchen, a young chemist? Of course, through the PSM Symposium. 

I did mention a year before that we need to do our final year research (PSM) to complete our degree. All the hells, tears and 'excitement' were put to an end when we presented our findings at the 'Simposium Projek Sarjana Muda'. The nervous and headache upon facing the presentation is nothing like you can imagine. All of us were like O-M-G screaming out of our lungs every time we inhaled.

Instead of feeling relieved, we worried for the results, however we managed to smile, a little. Supporting and cheering for friends that haven't spilled their guts out in front, debating with the ever doubting lecturers, stressing our point of views and receiving a round of applause from the audience. Despite all the hectic we sure will reminiscing these crucial moments a lot in the future. And to see all of our handwork to be repaid, such a warm feeling and will bring ear to ear smile on our face. Call it the bittersweet memory.

Tomorrow, it is not the end. Tomorrow is a new day to begin our new life. For tomorrow that is always a mystery, just some hardwork and prayers to be relied on. I'm praying for our paths will bring the best of us.

notabuku: i still can't believe it.

penat lah

everytime you slash,

it hurts like hell.

and here i thought,

it was healing.

but the pang come again.

and here i thought,

my heart was immune.

but why it is still bleeding?

*************

coming soon,

Sundays at Tiffany's

notabuku: sorry for the negative titles lately. that day it was 'bosan' now 'penat'. *sigh* i'm also dissapointed with myself. = =

yuki_max, sori tapi aku bosan..... lalalala~

Salam Semua!

Bila kena stadi aku memang pandai buat alasan. Sebelum stadi bilik kena kemas dulu, basuh baju, lipat baju, kemas meja apalah lagi alasan, sure aku boleh lengah lengah kan belajar. Ehem, termasuk aktiviti menaip sekarang ni. ;p

Aku saja nak cerita, kan kami ada traditional night masa last day kat Ajou Uni, konon konon la nak chantek chantek kan.... Semua orang pon tak pandai mekap. (prof pon tak pakai mekap). Aku? Aku da lama bangat tak mekap orang (dan  diri sendiri). Tapi, demi menjaga nama baik Malaysia supaya kami nampak 'presentable' la masa perform tu aku pun memikul la kan tanggungjawab ni. Ye, saya sedar amat poyo bukan? 

 budak budak ni memang ditempah khas buat performance. awesome wa cakap lu.

Ziyen terpaksa jadi model tester cum guinea pig, nak tengok mekap camaner matching. Tapi sebab da lama tak beraksi, cewah, aku hilang idea gila. Mau tiga kali mata dia tukar warna. Ala ala chameleon. haha sori babe, can't help it! Last last buat smoky jeh.. Habis citer, senang. (gila pemalas)

Jadi, apa kaitan dengan yuki_max? Dia ta pernah oh pakai mekap before this! Kami pun giat la dia.... Chantek uolss dia malam tuh... Mak tak tipu.... Da nampak la kalau jadi pengantin tuh, ape ghupe dia nati... nak tengok tak? Haha habis mak kena rejam ngan beliau nati.... tapi demi uollss mak takesa!

Dak dak tarian kipas ke xin yang make up.

 Ziyen si model dan yuki_max bakal pengantin!

ye, mak andam harus interframe begitu.

Haha tikah baru rasa lengkap hidup aku..... Aku ni tak memasal an cakap pasal mekap.. Sebenarnya jap lagi nak pergi kenduri kawen! Celak pon da lama tak sentuh. Tengok betapa eksaited aku nak menghabiskan sisa baki hidup di Uni sampai tak sabar nak pegi kelas.... Dah, pergi ngadap buku sana!

notabuku: more juicy updates on books to come, soon! tapi soon tu tatau la soon macam mana kan... hehe TT

tender hearts with warm love

Just when I thought it's over, God sends the sun out shining for me. 

When I felt there's no hope for me, God blows the wind gently nudging me,

saying 'hey we are here to cheer you up'.

And when I felt at lost, I can almost hear the brisking of leaves coaxing me.

Thank God for His warm love and all these blessings.

notabuku: sometimes (almost of the time actually) i felt like i lived with lots of heart vengeance. am i the only one like that? i am bad, aren't I? Gee, I felt like crap.

going somewhere?

Salam Semua.

I like to get things organized la konon konon and I really really really really hate if I left something due to my short term memory ability. Sangat la selalu perasaan 'macam da ada' last last tader. I blame my high imagination that manage to conjure up the image of me putting something in my bag or imagined that my items are there safe tucked in my bag. So, I tried to pack efficiently, accordingly and lightly. Check it out.

THE NECCESSITIES

-passport, IC, matrix card

- charger, memory card, organizer

-medicine, water, dry food

-luggage lock

-money!!!!! though I haven't changed mine yet

-laundry bag

-ebook reader to kill the time. (i've opted to real book since CSL is no longer here. :(

THE CARE PRODUCTS

yeah, lots of 'em. fail here.

tips: use your matte colour lip smack as eyeshadow. (front row most left)

THE OUTFITS

add a pajama, socks, gloves and jacket.

tips: pashminas can also serve as neck scarves.

THE ACCESSORIES

- a bucket bag. very handy and spacious

- watch, bracelet (matches with all outfit)

- booties and brogues (do protect them from the evil pressure and atmosphere)

- a clincher. 

- oh, don't forget your sunnies!

All packed up? I'm ready to fly!

It's much helpful if you have a checklist of things you needed to bring, what you need to settle before traveling (i.e. assignments!), clean you room, ask you parents and friends for money blessings, clear up your thoughts, mind as well as your heart and pray for the best from Allah. Orang kata apa lagi? "Jangan gembira sangat". Beragak agakla kan. Pen off now!

notabuku: Please pray for our well being during the trip, guys.  May you guys have a nice weekend and may Allah bless!

~ pisang terbelah ~

Salam Semua.

It's been a while huh? No,this entry is not bout the miracle in the world like 'pokok pisang sujud ' and watsoeva. People will call this entry crap and such but I'm just replying ctok's entry. Strictly not for shy people like me. *cough*

If you happen to dine at our college cafe you will see lots of boys, men, hombre more boys and very little girls and some auuwwww (which category do them belong?). So, to some of the girls and not forgetting the auwws eating there at the cafe is like their stage. They have to shine. Have to. People must know that these girls and don't forget the ehems are there. Like 'hello, we are here, look at us!' This will be followed by them TOL (talk out loud) or LOL or you name it. 

Jadinya, (tiba tiba aku tukar bahasa tanpa sebab) kami ade penyelesaian untuk anda bagi menarik perhatian orang ramai dengan hanya satu dialog je! Apa yang anda boleh buat,


Anda: Bang, banana split ada?
Abg  : Ada.

Nah, tulis saja di kertas order and wait a few minutes with a cool look on your face and Abg will send you your banana split along with the WHOLE of cafe glances. There you have it. All eyes on you. You don't even have to let out tiny voice much less sweat. Just a smug face will do plus a 'Terima Kasih' to Abg. You can vary banana split to ice blended or other drinks that look canggih. Paling tak pun 2 3 meja mesti kerling gak kat kau, tengok air apa kau beli. Okay, enuf of crap. Here, the jewel of this entry.

 

Already in store.

Will be released by the end of the month.

I'm dying to get my hands on them A.S.A.P but ottoke? I've already got too much in my hands right now. These two have to wait a wee bit longer. Thank you for coping up with me, toodles!

notabuku: In Light, there is Dark and in Dark, there is Light. ~Beautiful Darkness~

hey, chatterbox!

I maybe not scribbling my notes

I maybe listening to my mp3

I maybe reading my novels

I maybe just day dreaming

But you,

You are the one that gives out noise

You are the one who disturbed everyone

You are the one who disrespect the others

You are the one who annoyed me.

I really want to use %^&*!@#$%^ here but it's unnecessary.






notabuku: affirmation and visualization will make it happen.

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